seven years ago when i planned to kill myself, i told my parents. i'm so glad they didn't let me give up, because i'm now the person i thought i could never be
March 2011
10 posts
When my mom was told that she had a brain tumor last year, we all thought she would power through it. I went to study abroad for the summer, and it was the greatest time of my life. I got a call one day from my dad, telling me that he arranged a flight ticket home for me because my mom was in bad condition. He gave the phone to her, and i told her she wasn't allowed to leave until I got there to say goodbye. She didn't listen... Please, appreciate your parents no matter what happens.
^this.
When i finally came out to my best friend, i thought he would be freaked out that we had had sleepovers and stuff. I was afraid that he wouldn't want anything to do with me. I decided to call him, and when i told him, he paused for a long while. I heard the phone drop. I decided to wait for him to say something, anything. A few minutes later, i heard the phone pick up. I expected him to shut me down or hurt my feelings. Instead, he ask, "so who do you like?". He made coming out to my parents so much easier, and his friendshio is what gets me through all of the bullies.
^beautiful.
FOLLOWERS: tell me something happy. make me feel inspired to make someone's day tomorrow.
A girl whom I have never had a conversation with walked up to me the other day in a mostly empty hallway. She mentioned that she heard I had been seeing a therapist. I thought she was going to rag on me about it, or judge me. But she hugged me and began to cry. She told me that she had been feeling depressed for 8 months. She cuts and burns herself. She has asked to see a therapist before, but her parents don’t think she needs it. She asked how I got out of my depression, and how I got to see a therapist and recover. I asked her to come with me to therapy on Thursday. Don’t you worry, you’ll feel better soon.
I hate what I look like. I want a new life. I want to start fresh.
would anyone care to start?
this is what this blog will be:
YOU, FOLLOWERS, WILL ANONYMOUSLY SUBMIT YOUR SECRETS OR PROBLEMS OR JUST VENT HOWEVER YOU PLEASE INTO MY ASK BOX. I WILL PUBLISH THEM TO THE BLOG AND PEOPLE CAN ANSWER THEM FREELY.
i will also write about problems not only in my life, but that are happening around me. i will write about things i notice with other people and such.
OR: TELL ME YOUR INSPIRATIONAL STORIES. THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO JUST NEED A LITTLE PUSH TO GO ON, AND I HOPE WE CAN GIVE IT TO THEM.
how come you don't want people from brecksville following you? not hating just curious
i’ve decided to keep my name off the blog, so people from brecksville can follow me if they want to.
I am not new to tumblr, i'm just starting new.
